Bon Voyage

I'm a whirlwind. Nervous energy has a hold on me. Menial, last minute tasks are a huge deal. I've cried twice already this morning. I'm supposed to be excited, not freaking out about everything. If I could stand to sit here, I'd anaylize it all to death, but I'm a wreck and even getting this much out is so difficult. What in the hell is wrong with me? This is a vacation, for crying out loud. And I'm losing my damn mind.